The first piece of a 3 part series about my life growing up. When I was a boy just entering elementary school in Nanjing, China, I found my life shifting dramatically. There were no more playtime and no more toys, replaced by classes, rules, and the depressing idea of "Playing makes one lose their mind". Aa a result, I, followed by my friends, assembled pencaps together in the shape of spacecrafts that look like old submarines, imagining them being big, enough to take us out of where we were. "If we were there, we could be anywhere."